My very human heart wants to take Terry, his life, our future together and put them in my hands and clench them tight into fists. I want to hold him and our life together so tightly and never let go.
But it is just at these times, the I know I am not experiencing God's LOVE and POWER but
the enemy's lies and fear.
So I literally have to unclench my hands and hold them out to the Lord.
I give God Terry, his life, our future and ask HIS WILL BE DONE.
It is incredible to me how difficult it is to let go and let God work by simply opening up my hands.
Yet each time I do, the tears subside, the blessed peace that only HE can give comes back.
I KNOW who holds the future and the Power and the MIRACLE we are asking and praising HIM for.
I believe there is nothing stronger than prayers.
If you have a prayer chain or know of one could you please add my husband's name?
This past Monday we were told he has a tumor in his only kidney.
12 years ago he lost his other kidney to caner.
Tomorrow he has another contrast scan and next week we should know "options"
Us in Rocky National Park, Colorado 2006
I did not expect my blog to take this turn. We never saw this coming at all.
But the Lord I love is all powerful and I so believe in miracles.
I want Jesus Christ to have the glory in all this.
He has promised me, "He Will Find A Way, When There Seems No Way"
The song came to me in my stillness the other night as we were coming home.
So the only thing I can do is love my husband and keep my hands open to God
While waiting to see how the Lord is going to work in Terry's life and our future.
Please join us in prayer and praise.
Have a blessed day!